lain kali kalo mau resign, make sure SEMUA file kerjaan lo yg bakal dikerjain sama graph.designer penerus lo itu disediakan selengkap-lengkapnya dalam file back-up dengan RAPI & sistematis. jangan berantakan & harus ditagih-tagih. how old are you sih????? 30 something atau 14 year-old??? and don't give me that goddamn cliche reason "oh-i-am-so-busy". semua orang juga sibuk, jadi sibuk bukan alasan.
tanggung jawab artinya adalah mengerjakan sesuatu sampai tuntas di TENGAH KESIBUKAN. jadi klo dia pikir jadwal dia lebih sibuk dari Ratu Elizabeth II, sampai-sampai dia ga sempet ngasih gue back-up files design sebelum resign, itu cara berpikir yg sangat-sangat KONYOL.
May 22, 2011
April 07, 2011
a pretty wake up call
Who told you love is the Alpha and Omega? And that your heart will lead you to the only one? It’s a curse, it’s the hammer that will break you, it’s a poison hidden in a bonbon. Don’t you know love is stronger than Jesus? Don’t you know love can kill anyone? Bring it on; wars and diseases, but you know that love can do you like a shotgun.
Can’t resist them, the sailors and the soldiers, taking aim, a rabbit on a rifle range. Pay no mind to what your mama told you, you’re the fool who’s chasing down the candy cane. It’s a riddle how lovers can stay alive, but we bloom and breathe in all decline.
See the people heading for disaster, standing in line just looking for a little fun. Love is a fire, a hot hot blaster with a vengeance burning in the Congo sun. Somehow we’ll believe there’s trust in strangers, so any monkey could look like a savior. It’s a riddle how we’re still living now. Oh, how little we know, oh...
ps: How to stop loving someone who had been a part of your life for more than 3 years? I really don't know. even when you tried to hate them, it really doesn't help much. Just wait for THE WAKE UP CALL. This morning i had mine. I just woke up and when i looked at myself in the mirror, i began to realized "hey, i feel flat." Just like exactly when i first said to myself "i think i love him." The day when you realized that you love someone is just a surprise. And the same thing goes for the death of it. When that happened, it means you're a free person. No more memories. No more waiting, no more crying and those drama yadda yadda yadda bla bla...
Life's good, darling. It knew exactly when you need to start and to stop everything at some point :)
Can’t resist them, the sailors and the soldiers, taking aim, a rabbit on a rifle range. Pay no mind to what your mama told you, you’re the fool who’s chasing down the candy cane. It’s a riddle how lovers can stay alive, but we bloom and breathe in all decline.
See the people heading for disaster, standing in line just looking for a little fun. Love is a fire, a hot hot blaster with a vengeance burning in the Congo sun. Somehow we’ll believe there’s trust in strangers, so any monkey could look like a savior. It’s a riddle how we’re still living now. Oh, how little we know, oh...
ps: How to stop loving someone who had been a part of your life for more than 3 years? I really don't know. even when you tried to hate them, it really doesn't help much. Just wait for THE WAKE UP CALL. This morning i had mine. I just woke up and when i looked at myself in the mirror, i began to realized "hey, i feel flat." Just like exactly when i first said to myself "i think i love him." The day when you realized that you love someone is just a surprise. And the same thing goes for the death of it. When that happened, it means you're a free person. No more memories. No more waiting, no more crying and those drama yadda yadda yadda bla bla...
Life's good, darling. It knew exactly when you need to start and to stop everything at some point :)
April 04, 2011
me: how can i even love you, you're my best friend!!
him: i'm gonna choose you 'cause you have no choice
me: you know i love my ex. you know better!!
him: tell me, did he ever really love you? did he ever shut his goddamn mouth just to say good things to you? give me one good reason that can prove he once loved you!
me: .......................well, no......i don't have one...
him: i'm gonna watch you while you get me wrong,
i'm gonna sing until you hate this song
me: you'll regret this!
him: i'm gonna kiss the parts that you have lost
It's gonna cost you but you might hurt less
me: ..........................
him: you don't have to save his life anymore.
i'm here to help you to save your own life!
he don't love you like i love you!
me: you're fuckin' mad!
him: Who told you "love is the Alpha and Omega" ? i love you BETTER!!!
him: i'm gonna choose you 'cause you have no choice
me: you know i love my ex. you know better!!
him: tell me, did he ever really love you? did he ever shut his goddamn mouth just to say good things to you? give me one good reason that can prove he once loved you!
me: .......................well, no......i don't have one...
him: i'm gonna watch you while you get me wrong,
i'm gonna sing until you hate this song
me: you'll regret this!
him: i'm gonna kiss the parts that you have lost
It's gonna cost you but you might hurt less
me: ..........................
him: you don't have to save his life anymore.
i'm here to help you to save your own life!
he don't love you like i love you!
me: you're fuckin' mad!
him: Who told you "love is the Alpha and Omega" ? i love you BETTER!!!
April 01, 2011
ghosts of corporate future, it's raining and we have no umbrella
pagi ini kami minum kopi dan makan sambil ribut-ribut selama 17 menit. saya rewel mengeluh soal pancake buatan lennon yang rasanya seperti kentang goreng, dia bilang i'm being delusional. (ternyata dia pakai minyak goreng bekas goreng kentang untuk manasin si pancake, aha...another reason to say "fuck you" lenn!).
begitu semua manipulasi masaknya tertangkap basah, saya langsung nyanyi-nyanyi:
"i am a vampire, i am a vampire, i am a vampire and i have lost my fangs and now i work in some porn video rental store, lalalala...."
backpacking berdua memang tidak ada duanya. tadi pagi kami ke daerah perbukitan lembang. kemarin ke pantai batu karas. when did exactly God invented those beautiful places?
by the way, he always looks good in our camera haha. kami bawa lebih dari 5 macam kamera kali ini. dari lomo sampai digital juga analog. sebagian hasil pinjaman, sebagian koleksi saya dan lennon.
begitu semua manipulasi masaknya tertangkap basah, saya langsung nyanyi-nyanyi:
"i am a vampire, i am a vampire, i am a vampire and i have lost my fangs and now i work in some porn video rental store, lalalala...."
backpacking berdua memang tidak ada duanya. tadi pagi kami ke daerah perbukitan lembang. kemarin ke pantai batu karas. when did exactly God invented those beautiful places?
by the way, he always looks good in our camera haha. kami bawa lebih dari 5 macam kamera kali ini. dari lomo sampai digital juga analog. sebagian hasil pinjaman, sebagian koleksi saya dan lennon.
kembang-kembangnya kota kembang
setiap kota, punya candunya. setiap perjalanan, punya kerangka tempuhnya. membosankan atau tidak, kita biasanya girang saat sudah sampai di kota tersebut.
bandung, buat saya lebih dari sekedar candu. bandung seperti film doraemon saat usia saya baru 7. bandung seperti Kurt Cobain saat usia saya 11. dan bandung seperti kue kering natal sejak saya kecil hingga saya setua ini, rasanya begitu-begitu saja tapi selalu dicari. bandung seperti permen, coklat dan es krim rasa kopi. perjalanan yang harus ditempuh membuat saya makin tidak karuan jika tidak pergi ke kota itu dalam sebulan saja. padahal bandung sekarang sudah macet, sudah kurang sejuk, sudah hampir metropolitan seperti ibukota tempat saya lahir. tapi bandung, sekali lagi tetap kekasih saya yang paling saya puja. tidak pernah sia-sia dia membuat saya birahi dengan "oohh ahhh" setiap saya pergi ke sana, makanannya, minumannya, tempat-tempat makanannya, trotoarnya dengan senti-senti yang begitu lebar hingga saya bisa jalan kaki sambil dansa, harga makanannya, harga biaya hidupnya, hahaha segalanya!
cipularang yang modern memang menggantikan perjalanan 4 jam yang dahulu. dan cipularang lewat lensa kamera saya terlihat begitu genit. menggoda. menggairahkan. apalagi jika sepanjang jalannya mendengarkan Ray Charles, minum kopi serta mengunyah kue kering keju...
ya Tuhan, saya adalah orang paling bahagia di seluruh dunia. persetan dengan apa kata orang lain tentang saya, haha.
bandung, buat saya lebih dari sekedar candu. bandung seperti film doraemon saat usia saya baru 7. bandung seperti Kurt Cobain saat usia saya 11. dan bandung seperti kue kering natal sejak saya kecil hingga saya setua ini, rasanya begitu-begitu saja tapi selalu dicari. bandung seperti permen, coklat dan es krim rasa kopi. perjalanan yang harus ditempuh membuat saya makin tidak karuan jika tidak pergi ke kota itu dalam sebulan saja. padahal bandung sekarang sudah macet, sudah kurang sejuk, sudah hampir metropolitan seperti ibukota tempat saya lahir. tapi bandung, sekali lagi tetap kekasih saya yang paling saya puja. tidak pernah sia-sia dia membuat saya birahi dengan "oohh ahhh" setiap saya pergi ke sana, makanannya, minumannya, tempat-tempat makanannya, trotoarnya dengan senti-senti yang begitu lebar hingga saya bisa jalan kaki sambil dansa, harga makanannya, harga biaya hidupnya, hahaha segalanya!
cipularang yang modern memang menggantikan perjalanan 4 jam yang dahulu. dan cipularang lewat lensa kamera saya terlihat begitu genit. menggoda. menggairahkan. apalagi jika sepanjang jalannya mendengarkan Ray Charles, minum kopi serta mengunyah kue kering keju...
ya Tuhan, saya adalah orang paling bahagia di seluruh dunia. persetan dengan apa kata orang lain tentang saya, haha.
March 25, 2011
kapan & dimana saya akan jualan air mata?
ada orang yang suka menjual air matanya untuk mengetuk pintu hati yang lainnya. dan itulah yang dia lakukan. setelah menjatuhkan saya dengan frase ini, frase itu, dia lalu menangis di depan semua orang. seolah-oleh saya adalah manusia paling jahat yang pernah jalan-jalan di jakarta-bandung. ini tidak terbalik ya? bukankah saya yang seharusnya menangis mendengar semua gunjingan orang yang bahkan tidak saya kenal? haha. menggelikan bukan? betapa orang yang belum memperkenalkan dirinya pada saya bisa berbicara begitu banyak seolah-olah dia pernah hidup dengan saya.
setelah saya yang merasa bersalah karena saya tidak bisa memaafkan dia, saya lalu berkata: "maafkan saya yang tidak bisa memaafkanmu waktu itu"
dan kini, kebodohan dan kenaifan saya itu memakan korban lagi. dan saya adalah si korban itu. hahahahahahahaha. saya dikerjai dua kali, bahkan setelah minta maaf?
sekali lagi, bukankah seharusnya saya yang menangis?
oh maaf, saya lupa. kantong air mata saya sudah saya gadaikan demi ramuan ajaib yang konon bisa menumbuhkan ketegaran juga keangkuhan.
you see? when it comes to conspiracy, bahkan IQ saya yang berjumlah 173 itu tidak ada fungsinya. saya juga tidak berbakat menjatuhkan orang. mungkin monyet saja bisa dilatih. tapi saya......
sama sekali tidak maju-maju dalam hal itu.
hey manis, selamat berlatih bersama monyet kalau begitu.
setelah saya yang merasa bersalah karena saya tidak bisa memaafkan dia, saya lalu berkata: "maafkan saya yang tidak bisa memaafkanmu waktu itu"
dan kini, kebodohan dan kenaifan saya itu memakan korban lagi. dan saya adalah si korban itu. hahahahahahahaha. saya dikerjai dua kali, bahkan setelah minta maaf?
sekali lagi, bukankah seharusnya saya yang menangis?
oh maaf, saya lupa. kantong air mata saya sudah saya gadaikan demi ramuan ajaib yang konon bisa menumbuhkan ketegaran juga keangkuhan.
you see? when it comes to conspiracy, bahkan IQ saya yang berjumlah 173 itu tidak ada fungsinya. saya juga tidak berbakat menjatuhkan orang. mungkin monyet saja bisa dilatih. tapi saya......
sama sekali tidak maju-maju dalam hal itu.
hey manis, selamat berlatih bersama monyet kalau begitu.
March 20, 2011
the only way to win the game, is not to play at all
me: "can i please please have this t-shirt? pleaseeee...."
him: "hey i knitted this yellow t-shirt for 5 days long, i cant just give it to you, ai..
me: "what if i buy it?"
him: "it's not for sale. don't you get it? it's my fave t-shirt. i'm not gonna give it to anyone including you"
him: "and don't wear legging it looked terrible on you, oh i'm so ashamed by the way you dressed today..lets go home and change your clothes."
me: ...................................................
him: "gees, honey you have a horrible body size, hey even Susan my neighbor's body is better than yours"
me: ...................................................
GAME'S OVER. GO TO HELL, MAN.
him: "hey i knitted this yellow t-shirt for 5 days long, i cant just give it to you, ai..
me: "what if i buy it?"
him: "it's not for sale. don't you get it? it's my fave t-shirt. i'm not gonna give it to anyone including you"
him: "and don't wear legging it looked terrible on you, oh i'm so ashamed by the way you dressed today..lets go home and change your clothes."
me: ...................................................
him: "gees, honey you have a horrible body size, hey even Susan my neighbor's body is better than yours"
me: ...................................................
GAME'S OVER. GO TO HELL, MAN.
March 19, 2011
"we're all consumers. we buy everything everyday just to make sure that we feel better about our lives and those product company loved us because we stupidly spend our cash just to be a perfect trend. we're not a person. we are just some new shoes, new cell-phone, new LCD tv, new bike, new bags, new car...
and beyond that, we can't admit how we do feel empty, insecure, unhappy and we lied to ourselves. every morning, we say this all over again: "by buying something new, i think i'm gonna feel better about myself now and won't be lonely".
face it. being alone is human. it's even more normal than spending the rest of your life sending hundred messages to some girl you didn't know in facebook that goes like: "hi, i like your eyes. they're beautiful. can i have your number?"
man, why can't you just cut the crap and ask her "CAN I FUCK YOU?"
and beyond that, we can't admit how we do feel empty, insecure, unhappy and we lied to ourselves. every morning, we say this all over again: "by buying something new, i think i'm gonna feel better about myself now and won't be lonely".
face it. being alone is human. it's even more normal than spending the rest of your life sending hundred messages to some girl you didn't know in facebook that goes like: "hi, i like your eyes. they're beautiful. can i have your number?"
man, why can't you just cut the crap and ask her "CAN I FUCK YOU?"
March 15, 2011
the promise i broke
i once promise to myself that i won't get more tatts. well, like most people...i sucked big time when it comes to stop having new tatts. this is my first colour tatts. i usually dig for black and grey ones, but this time, i gave up to some colour haha
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