we're young and restless

Star Wars robot? no. Tron action figure? absolutely no. he's just trying to freaked me out haha.

senin oh senin

hari ini saya berjalan-jalan bersama sahabat saya wisena aditya, melihat-lihat kota masa depan hahaha. terima kasih, kawan! mari siap-siap ujian IELTS bersama!

3 hari untuk selamanya

after 3 days intruded by deadlines, rolling camera, expensive make-ups and so on..i finally had the chance to read a book. and it felt so good i can't even remember when was the last time i read, haha. and last night i tried to wrote a short story called "das Mädchen, will zu Gott". it means: The Girl Who Wants To Be Like God.

seorang manajer yang menangani sebuah band yang sering bernyanyi-nyanyi Hujan Jangan Marah akan membantu saya menulis buku biografi untuk bandnya. dan si buku akan berbentuk seperti buku cerita anak dengan ilustrasi dari kolase. woooohoooo!!!

Hey megalomaniac
You're no Jesus
Yeah, you're no fucking Elvis
You're no answer

you and your.........

the adventure of paddy longbottom

my latest papercut

my name is ellenaire and i'll simply have children's blood in my wine

Can you hear me, will you listen? Don't come near me, but don't go missing. In the lissome light of evening. Help me, Cosmia, I'm grieving..

Joanna Newsom

We speak in the store, i'm a sensitive bore. you seem markedly more and I'm oozing suprise. But it's late in the day and you're well on your way, what was golden went gray and I'm suddenly shy. And the gathering floozies afford to be choosy and all sneezing darkly in the dimming divide

And i have read the right book to interpret your look. You were knocking me down with the palm of your eye. This was unlike the story, it was written to be, i was riding its back when it used to ride me. And we were galloping manic to the mouth of the source, we were swallowing Heineken in the face of its force.

And i am blue, i am blue and unwell. Made me bolt like a horse

Now it's done, watch it go. You've changed some water runs from the snow

Am i so dear? Do i run rare?

You've changed some peach, plum, pear. Peach, plum, pear...

My fingertips are holding onto the cracks in our foundation and I know that I should let go,
but I can't. you said I must eat so many lemons
'cause I am so bitter and I said, "I'd rather be with your friends, mate. 'cause they are much fitter"

him: " wah, regina kok cantik sih hari ini?"

me: "pret!"

I had a thing for curtain. strange, eh?

i don't always eat like this, but today is an exceptional one

nothing can really save my days except making collages and drawing

you shall know me by the trail of my awful edited picture

then again, a very bad hair day

cold cold lonely beer

comme le feu

how am i suppose to feel about electric-pop?

the picture was taken last year when we both received the award from the state ministry of environment. look at bloody my hair, it was horrible.

Imagine all the girls,
Ah ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah.
And the boys,
Ah ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah.
And the strings, and the drums, the drums, the drums the drums..

Where the future plays it all night long..

kopi (part IV)

"you have no messages"


ps: Louie, please please turn your head away from Schiphol. Jakarta is burning out. ayo pulang, Louie. ayo!

I am a ghost, but through me you could see the stars.

I had a thing for Joko Anwar, but he didn't even know a thing about me, haha.

senang bisa hadir disini. selesai nonton The Intelligent Plant, menang kuis pula melawan guru-guru IPA sekolah dasar hahaha. dapet tas gratis deh! sablon si tas luar biasa pula! canggih! ingat ya bapak dan ibu guru, jawabannya bukan gaya sentrifugal. melainkan gaya kelembaman benda. ayo belajar IPA sama saya. waktu kelas 4 SD saya pernah di-diskors lho mempertanyakan kredibilitas Neil Armstrong dengan foto di bulannya. si bendera Amerika itu berkibar ala Hollywood dengan efek dramatis menunjukkan Amerika mengalahkan Rusia dalam misi ke luar angkasa. tetapi dia lupa, ada anak umur 10 yang tengil seperti saya yang tahu betul di bulan tidak ada udara yang bergerak, aka ANGIN. dan siluet matahari terbalik, kemudian tidak tampak planet-planet lainnya. next time, try harder Uncle Sam!

ai

saya, pernah sangat dekat dengannya. he resembled most of my everything. my dreams, my laugh, my biography and my certain desire. and then things started to happened drastically. out of nowhere, we started to find ourselves against each other like a Berlin wall. so, we decided to separated. dan saya, hari ini telah menganggapnya sebagai halaman-halaman yang sudah habis terbaca serta tidak meninggalkan kesan akan membacanya lagi. setiap orang akan menemukan titik dimana dia dapat melupakan hal-hal yang dulu pernah sangat melukainya. begitu juga dengan saya, saya sudah sibuk dengan Louie sekarang. tidak ada yang tidak tergantikan. semua selalu bisa di-substitusikan.
termasuk kamu, sayangku.

kopi (part III)

angst is....my dear, angst is.

drama queen of the twitter

gosh, she's quite mental..

my God.....

Analisis:
Sig < α, Ho ditolak
Sig > α, Ho diterima

Persamaan:
Y = a+b1x1+b2x2
Y= -12620.654+1234.946x1+1898.344x2

x1 = adalah usia
X2 = adalah pengalaman kerja

estimasi seorang salesperson berusia 40 tahun dengan pengalaman kerja 4 tahun
Y = a+b1x1+b2x2
Y= -12620.654+1234.946x40+1898.344x4

(ps: dan ternyata inilah cara menghitung korelasi gajimu, kawan-kawan. sungguh menyedihkan ya? ternyata dihitung dengan rumus hubungan linear berganda, bukan latar belakang ekonomi, kemampuan & semangat bekerja, intelegensi, jumlah jiwa yang ditanggung si pegawai, dan faktor-faktor x lainnya)

being with her means FUN. she's moving to Bali soon. and I miss her already. this is our pictures 3 years ago.

never good enough at "menjaga stand". so I wandered around and investigated other booth, haha. irresponsible is my final crown.

has nothing to do? try some toilets. we did that everytime, haha.

kopi (part II)

you always listens. you're a good listener and i can't replace that with anything, louie.

kopi

kamu atau saya, tidak pernah tahu kapan kerumitan ini akan berakhir. tetapi yang jelas kita belum bisa saling melepaskan tangan. dan itu membuat segalanya terasa lebih pahit daripada yang kita perhitungkan, louie.

dressing up for birthday

Non so più cosa son.

(it means: "I don't know anymore what I am")

hal terakhir yang dikatakan kakek saya

“apakah generasi yang hari ini cukup kuat untuk menggantikan para raksasa di generasi sebelumnya? Lihatlah, sebelumnya kita punya Hellen Keller yang buta, Thomas Alfa Edison yang dyslexia, Beethoven yang tuli, Ernest Hemmingway yang neurotik, Aung San Tsu Kyi, bahkan Bill Gates yang hampir di drop-out dari universitasnya. Di negara ini kita punya Sutan Sjahrir yang menjadi tahanan politik, William Soeryadjaja yang dulu hanya penjual permen keliling, R.A. Kartini yang saat melahirkan harus sambil mendengar suara lenguhan suaminya sedang bercinta dengan sang pembantu di kamar sebelah, juga teman saya yang diasingkan itu, Soe Hok Gie. Apa yang kira-kira bisa ditawarkan oleh generasi hari ini, selain minat baca mereka yang terus berkurang dan mental mereka yang semakin manja hingga tidak melakukan apa-apa untuk merubah dunia? Someday, this generation will rule the population. But I can’t imagine what kind of world would it be if it doesn’t rule by great people?”

hahahahahahaha

Ugly Pigeons by Drawing Daily

Drawing Daily Pixels

Drawing Daily

i am officially brainwashed by this comic. it never failed to made me laugh out loud.

"Well..here's a good man and a pretty young girl, trying to play together somehow. I'm wasting my life, you're changing the world, I get drunk and watch your head grow"

don't blame your daughter

"don't blame your mom, for all that you've done wrong.
Your dad is not guilty, you came out a little faulty
and the factory closed so you can't hold them liable
You come from an island, you're cutting diamonds with a rubbery knife

Your autograph is worthless, so don't send me letters
and don't mail me cash 'cause your money is no good
What's left in your matress is holes and lack of love
leftsome hair from a horse and none of it is yours, man

And the song you sing today wasn't always in your head,
the words you tryin' to say are the ones you shouldn't 've said
they're glistenin' like diamonds, go out and find' em
but don't blame your daughter

Read me your tombstone,
tell me you're sorry, fax me your will,
you owe me something still

Blood is like water, the bath that you poured me
has drained and it's gone, but don't blame it on your son

The world is full of diamonds
go out and find'em
but don't blame your daughter"


(the cardigans)

this is my very first papercut. using a shadowing painting technique.
took me 5 days and 14 cups of coffees.

i've been in a very cripple mood and drawing isn't as fun as it used to be, because this is how my drawing looks like.

I had a thing for origami. somehow, it drives me impulsively mad.

saya tidak pernah ingat kapan saya bisa benar-benar menggambar. namun, variabel memori saya mengatakan bahwa itu karena saya tidak pernah memaksanya untuk bekerja lebih keras agar semuanya berenang ke permukaan.

ini kuda nil peliharaan saya yang gemar memakan anak kecil yang terbuat dari kertas. setiap saya selesai menggambar, dia langsung mengkonsumsinya. everyone, meet Kozui the hippo.

bukan hanya kita saja yang suka merefleksikan diri pada cermin.
konon, sebuah mainan juga gemar melakukannya. bahkan dengan frekuensi yang lebih banyak daripada kita semua.

little Wolfgang always reminds me on how he can reach things that could never be reached by grown-ups.

pernah melalui satu hari dimana semua yang kamu kerjakan went so bad you wanna bang your head repeatedly to the wall? well, this is what I do when everything goes wrong. just to save my head and uhmmm...it's more efficient than getting yourself to the ICU.

pain, is an adhesive way that keeps reminding you that you're still alive.